Everyday
Everyday I wake up to go to work
Everyday I go home to complete school work
Everyday I make sure my bills are paid
Everyday I make sure my accounts aren’t negative
Everyday I check my stocks to make sure they’re producing
Everyday I check my credit score to make sure it’s maintaining or progressing
Everyday I do the right thing
Everyday I get judged for nothing
Everyday I wear a smile on my face
Everyday I treat people how I want to be treated
Yet Everyday I feel anxious
Anxious I won’t be successful
Anxious I won’t be ready for the next level
Anxious I’ll never get married because I don’t want kids
Anxious people won’t see me as the Christian, strong, black, intelligent, driven, ambitious, open-minded, down to earth, loving, kind, curious, yet shy woman I am
Anxious I won’t get the job
Anxious something will stop next from getting the degree
Anxious something will happen to cause my credit score to drop again
Now, I’m letting all the hurt, anger, disappointment, inadequate, and Anxious feelings I feel because life is about to make a turn.
My life is about to finally show me what I’ve been working 3 long years for.
My life is about to be EPIC!
Which is the only valid reason for me to be Anxious because I am wonderfully and fearfully made by the best God, Son, and Holy Spirit.
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